Here we go again!

We found out January 13th (yesterday) that we are expecting!!!

Taken with my cell phone so it's pretty blurry

It is very surreal and I don't think it's completely sunk it yet, I mean, we're gonna have another baby?!! Very exciting stuff.

I took a test last night and handed it to Brian so that he could be the one to find out first this time. When I came out of the bathroom he shook his head sadly and said, "Nope." I remember feeling shocked and sad, I really thought I was pregnant. I took the test and looked at it, then started to laugh. It was faint, but there was a positive sign! Brian said he thought he saw that but assumed it had to be dark. I think Brian was still in disbelief for a little bit but finally while we were watching tv after putting Bria to bed, he said, "We're gonna have another baby!"

This morning I took another one and the line was much more obvious. I've been walking around on cloud 9 today just so giddy about being pregnant.

Last night when I was reading to Bria I got sad thinking I won't be able to spend as much one-on-one time with her and then I remembered what my sister told me: "The best gift you can give your child is a sibling." It is so true...although growing up I may not have always felt that way ;) But seriously, I do believe that and I look forward to Bria developing into her role as the big sister and building a relationship with her younger sister or brother.

My tentative due date is September 22nd, so I get to be a whale all summer long ;) I am excited to have a September baby!